I’ve been thinking that I’m a ghost to everyone around me.
I never really stayed before in my life. 2 years. 3 years. nothing more.
I left my footprints, yes. a lot.
but then I’ll be all gone. just like that.
I was dreaming of a sweet commitment and this “string” that can get me attach to something.
but then as I grew older, I don’t think that I can be in such a group or anything.
if I got toooo attached, it would be a nightmare for everyone.
I’ve been there a lot.
I tried not to get tooo close, but somehow I failed.
I’m done hurting people, but there are just people who got hurt because of me.
if I say that I’m a ghost, I won’t know their reaction towards this statement of a fact.
is it a wrong thing to say that I really am a ghost?